Monday, February 25

47º, walking uphill

melting under feet - sweating under scarf
melting under feet - sweating under scarf
melting under feet - sweating under scarf
skin so dry - cracking - bleeding - itching - flaking
melting under feet - sweating under scarf
shins so sore - awakening - straining - walking - hurting
melting under feet - sweating under scarf
eyes so tired - squinting - blinking - searching - sleeping
melting under feet - sweating under scarf
melting under feet - sweating under scarf
melting under feet - sweating under scarf
sky so blue - sky so blue - sky so blue
sky so blue - ue - blue - ue
snow so white - snow so white - snow so white
so fucking white - ite
mud so brown - mud so brown - mud so brown
brow - ow - n

Friday, February 22

Understand

Monday, February 18

8:35pm

BLIND ON BUS

asleep, I roll and shake. could read a book on this thing, if not for the nausea. apple saved for later in coat pocket, half-finished film in luggage above my head. I'm dozing to beautiful drum beats, hood up. now we're jolting off the highway, turning down streets to the station. chocolate for dinner still on my tongue; I start to wake up, but open my eyes only to darkness, a few blobs of dark reds and grays. buttery mutating warmth; my sense is gone. sweat pills on my forehead and in my palms - my greatest fear realized - film finished above my head.

Wednesday, February 13